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Hey Guys,

It’s been a while. Professionally, I’ve been sort of busy working with my new client and traveling for them. Personally, I am in another period of transition/flux. Not sure what’s going on with me. I’m feeling unmotivated to do much lately and fear programs are running again, arrrrrrrrrrrgh!! I am soooooooo ready to hit the road again, but I’ve got to keep my restless ass still for a few more months and make some more cashola to support my travel addiction. I do not like not having the option right now of being on holiday. What can I do that will pay me massive amounts of money legally without me actually having to do any work??? LOL, I think that is the question that we all would like the answer to. Also, I am now 100% sure that I have adult ADHD. For the past several months, I have had the hardest time staying focused. It has become an INCREDIBLY SERIOUS problem for me at this time and I will be seeking medical attention soon. I’m sensing that Adderall is in my future!! Thankfully, that is the drug that ALL of the Hollywood actresses take to remain skinny so I definitely want to get some. Imagine, a totally focused AND thin Sheila??? Look out now…the world is not ready for that combo!! LOL

Love life: I’ve been spending time with one person lately. We hit it off so well initially, that I put the rest of the harem on the side burner. I’m really not the kind of woman that likes to date a lot of guys at one time, even though I make myself do it. I am incredibly old-fashioned and I enjoy giving one man at a time my attention. Mr. B and I are definitely friends, but we won’t be anything more than that. I adore him and love being around him but he is not my soulmate. Nor am I his – this we are both well aware of. He is one of the few MEN that I have met in my life and I am learning so much from him about how Real Men want to and are capable of treating women. Me not having a father in my life, I was COMPLETELY clueless about the fact that there are men out there that actually WANT to take care of women and love us & protect us if we allow ourselves to receive it. I appreciate you B. so damn much for the lessons & for checking my ass when I get out-of-pocket! LOL Right now, I am completely stuck between wanting to spend time with men and having male attention (physically & emotionally) while having absolutely no strength, energy or desire to meet anyone new. WTF?!?!?! Where do I find a hot guy to come and spend time with me and cater to me when I want him to/how I want him to and then get-the-f*ck-out when I am ready for him leave. That would be an ideal situation!!
Dayum, no wonder I have been single for so many damn years!! Laughing thru my tears!! LOL

One last thing…I finally got around to posting all of the videos I shot while I was in Australia. I really wish I would have shot more . Check them out under the “Videos” tab at the top of the blog.

Until next time, I will leave you with a video representation of what I am CRAVING/MISSING in my life right now!!! I’ve got a few in my stable back in LA that can work it out just like this sexy Mofo! THAT is how you work it!!! Shout out to T.C., J.C. & C.L. ! Dayum, I miss ya’ll! Muah!!!

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